Refusal anxiety

1 May

It’s a gorgeous Wednesday afternoon. I just ate lunch out on the quad in the sun, enjoyed a delicious iced coffee, and am feeling reasonably prepared for the rest of my work day. And yet, I’m oddly anxious.

Why? Because the annual call for committee volunteers ends today, and I’m not putting my name in for anything. And it is freaking me out.

This decision wasn’t taken lightly, nor is it an issue of procrastination. It’s a planned refocusing of my time for the next year. I’m still on or otherwise involved with a couple of committees at the Cornell University Library level. Within the Hospitality, Labor, and Management Library, I still sit on the leadership group and an ongoing search committee; it’s likely I’ll be leading a search committee of my own before the year is out. I’m the president of UNYSLA until December, then I’ll be past president and nominations chair for a year, and I plan to stay on the (admittedly casual) steering committee for SLUSH for the foreseeable future.

I’m not exactly avoiding group work, is what I’m saying.

There’s plenty of other stuff to occupy my work time over the next year, too; I’ve got at least two major projects that I’ll likely write about here when they’re better fit for public scrutiny, and the possibility of another that’d be even bigger. And that’s not even touching the three – three! – outstanding research projects I should be working on. All of these things, taken together, indicate that not only will I have plenty to do, but the chances of anyone (even the promotional committee of my darkest nightmares)  looking at this decision askance are slim to nil. Plus, it’s not like these committees won’t be around next year.

And still, I’m twitchy about this. Let’s see if I can make it the next few hours without caving and throwing my name in for something.

EDIT: Oh gods, the call’s open until Friday. I’m doomed.

Two opportunities to come work with me!

22 Apr

There are two very different academic librarian gigs currently available  in the Hospitality, Labor, and Management Library (HLM) here at Cornell: The Associate Director of the HLM Library, and the Business Research Librarian for the Nestlé Library.

Details after the cut.

This year’s #cildc

16 Apr

It’s a sign of how fraught 2013′s been for me thus far that I never posted about Computers in Libraries in the run up to the conference, and didn’t even manage to put out a blog post during the week. I’ll try to rectify that now, though I’m gonna have to fall back on bullet-pointed quick hits:

  • I gave a workshop on digital repository issues and strategies on Sunday, and it went very well. This is the third year I’ve given this workshop at CiL, though it’s the first time at CiL that I’ve had to lead it without Amy Buckland, and she was missed. Still, it went well: well-attended for a CiL pre-conference, with a good mix of folks who came in with excellent questions and hopefully left with some cool ideas to implement in the next year.
  • The Issues and Challenges track run by Jennifer Koerber and Michael Sauers was once again awesome, and I’m glad I got over there for several sessions. Rudy Leon’s discussion of the core mission of library’s was great, and resonated strongly with me, and Ben Bizzle and Susan Considine’s lead in to the Next Big Thing discussion was wonderful.
  • What I liked most about the Next Big Thing — and why it gets its own bullet point — is how quickly it went from a presentation to microphones getting passed around the room so folks sitting in the “audience” could talk about their next big thing. This was by design, both of the presenters and moderators, and it was magnificent. I love hearing about what librarians are doing, because librarians are badass.
  • I wish I’d seen Jason Griffey speak, because LibraryBox is awesome. Glad I got to talk with him a bit, at least.
  • Krista Godfrey gave an engaging and edifying talk on the creation of a culture of usability. She is doing very cool things at Memorial.
  • On the topic of UX, I was happy to go to two presentations on the mobile side of the question, one from Len Davidson and Emily Robinson, the other from Nina McHale. My next year may involve more web design than I’ve had to do, well, ever, and I’m firmly in the camp that say mobile sites are the way for libraries to engage with patrons using mobile devices. These presentations were tremendously useful, and I left with a much longer reading list than when I came in.
  • Blake Carver’s Hacking 101 talk was entertaining, even as it was terrifying. Terrifying.
  • It was wonderful seeing 17 students from my alma mater, Syracuse’s iSchool, in attendance. Not just in attendance, actually: presenting, engaging, networking, and tweeting. Also playing laser tag, which I too indulged in.
  • Speaking of indulgence: Dolcezza. Just, Dolcezza.

Overall, good conference: I found sessions taught by passionate people about things I needed to know more about. I got to network with folks I’ve known for years, and meet new faces. I talked shop, played games, and enjoyed warmer weather than I’d experienced in what felt like years.

Good stuff.

The Hospitality, Labor, and Management Library has a posse… I mean, a website

28 Mar

5786dfa6-b482-4384-8f12-070fc49466d1I’m not sure how much I’ve talked about it here, but the library I work in at Cornell took part in a consolidation process that has, by and large, finished up.  We’re still in three locations, but we’ve actually come together into a reasonably functional organization, and it’s still a damned fun and engaging place to work. (And now my group provides digital library project support for three schools at Cornell, but that’s another story.)

One thing we didn’t have until recently, though, was a website for the new organization, which we dubbed the Hospitality, Labor, and Management Library (or HLM). I thought it a good idea to change that, if only for the sake of job applicants trying to Google us. So through the hard work and patience of Susan Kendrick, Ken Bolton, Patrizia Sione, and Jenn Colt, we now have a Hospitality, Labor, and Management Library website.

It was an interesting design challenge, since the three “component” libraries are maintaining our identities, and those identities are the main way we interact with patrons. So each library still has its own website, and those website are still our primary means of providing content to our users. So this site is mainly a place to disseminate information about the broader organization — information with a notably more limited audience – and then send folks along to the library website of their choice.

But still, I’m glad it’s up, and I’m not just providing links to try to attract Google’s attention. At all.

Mea culpa

14 Mar

Who’s the ass who wrote a post about male privilege in librarianship and didn’t include specific thanks to the women who gave him feedback on it? That’d be me.

Thank you, Nina Piccoli, Charlotte Williams, Amy Buckland, and Aliqae Geraci. Your comments and corrections made the post far, far better than it would otherwise have been.

Libraries’ Glass Escalator

12 Mar

This post has been a long time coming for me. It’s been delayed in no small part because I wasn’t sure that what our profession needed was more “insights” from white straight cis-dudes… but with that reservation presented at the outset, here we go.

If you’re a librarian, or work in libraries, take a minute or two to read “A New Obstacle for Professional Women: The Glass Escalator“, by Forbes’ Jenna Goudreau. A good pull-quote:

“Men that enter female-dominated professions tend to be promoted at faster rates than women in those professions,” explains Caren Goldberg, Ph.D., an assistant professor of management at American University’s Kogod School of Business who has researched the phenomenon. “When you look at senior management, you tend to see men disproportionately represented. So while there may be less than 5% of all nurses who are male, you see a much larger percentage than 5% in senior-level positions like hospital administrators.”

Research shows that men in female-dominated jobs tend to fare better even than men in male-dominated jobs, and they typically earn higher salaries, receive more promotions, and achieve higher levels within organizations than their female counterparts.

Glass escalators: no matter how pressed a library is for space, they always seem to make room for one of these.

My first week on the job here — and I wasn’t a librarian yet, I didn’t even have my degree — an older, male librarian cracked a joke about me being director one day. I lacked (and still lack) any such ambitions, and I found it jarring. Why say that? Was it my MPA? Was I just that naturally charming? There’s no way for me to know if that comment was made because I’m male — and the librarian in question wasn’t someone who made a habit of throwing sexist comments around — but if nothing else, it seems really damned unlikely that it’s the sort of thing a woman in her first week of a paraprofessional position in a male-dominated industry is going to receive, even from another woman.

The figure that tends to get bandied about for the gender split in our profession is about 80/20 in favor of women, but it blows my mind when I hear people talk about how we need to make the profession “more welcoming” to men. I mean, how many of our library directors and administrators are male? Our conference speakers? Our “rock stars“? While there is some skew in favor of women, few if any match the overall proportions of the profession. And the gender pay gap seems alive and well in both the “information” and “education” industries.  So since male librarians* are already getting more than our share of money, power, and prestige, I think our profession can safely stop worrying about us.***

In fact, I’ll go further and say that any male librarian who does not take a step back and consider that the raises, promotions, and laurels he receives come to him easier than they do to his female colleagues is doing himself, his peers, and his profession a disservice. It’s not easy — we’re sure as hell trained to avoid even the vaguest inkling that we might benefit from something we didn’t earn — but it’s important. There may not be any one item on your resume or CV that you can point to and say, “I got that because I’m a dude,” but to steal a very apt metaphor from the realm of climate change discussion: you can’t point to any one of Mark McGwire’s home runs and say he hit that one due to steroids, either. But steroids helped him hit more home runs, undoubtedly.

Being male is a huge advantage for your library career. The sooner we accept that, the sooner we can stop worrying about drawing in more male librarians and work more on providing gender equity within the profession.

And I’m betting we’ll have better content at our conferences, too.

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* Let’s talk, for a second, about the whole “guybrarian” (or “libratorr”** or whatever) thing. It needs to go, because it’s rooted in the following misogynist syllogism:

  • Being a “librarian” is inherently feminine.
  • Being feminine, especially when you present as male, is bad.
  • Therefore, if you present as male you should call yourself something other than “librarian”.

It’s the inverse of the problematic practice of coming up with new words for women who perform traditionally male jobs. So seriously: cut it out. You’re a goddamn librarian.

** Note: anyone who decides to link the Penny Arcade comic that spawned that term is really only emphasizing the ubiquity of the syllogism and the mindset behind it. I mean, we’re talking Penny Arcade, here.

*** I should clarify that while I’m ranting mainly about presented gender here, the “us” that libraryland can safely stop worrying about are white, straight, cis-male librarians. There are major issues with diversity in this profession, but needing more people who match my demographic spread ain’t among ‘em.

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EDIT: Thank you, Nina PiccoliCharlotte WilliamsAmy Buckland, and Aliqae Geraci. Your comments and corrections made the post far, far better than it would otherwise have been. Mea culpa, that I didn’t include this when I first published the post.

2012 in review (aka “I damn well need to write more”)

2 Jan

Below is the summary WordPress prepared for me, which I’m generally willing to let stand on its own.

Not many posts this year, a lot of them were job listings… but there were a couple I was very proud of.

Let’s see how I do in 2013. Happy New Year, y’all.

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The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

600 people reached the top of Mt. Everest in 2012. This blog got about 1,900 views in 2012. If every person who reached the top of Mt. Everest viewed this blog, it would have taken 3 years to get that many views.

Click here to see the complete report.

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